Azine

Azine

azine@intuitive.pub

An Idea-Person&Researcher&Poet&Writer,
gifted&neurodiverse&unschooler&suffering from lyme disease and horrendous air pollution.

Idea person is someone who comes up with ideas to make the world a better place.

Researcher I research about the current state of the world and its countries and their past

I write poems about it and rants and opinion pieces. Currenly mainly unpublished or shared with friends only would love to publish and get recognition, contact, gifts and money too for it.

At some point there were no airplanes or even zeppelins: someone thought of something that unleashed a massive difference in how we do things in the world: a revolution. As an Idea Person, I hope my ideas and Organizations (that are now still ideas) can do the same.

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"For the child, for the light
For the heart I once had
I will believe and foresee
Everything I could ever be"

"Never sigh for better world
It`s already composed, played and told
Every thought the music I write
Everything a wish for the night"

A wish for the night, that the light will enter again

2 quotes from my favorite songs by Nightwish

Signal contributions by Azine

Broadcast Room – April 11, 2020

Find our live working transcript document here and at Intuitive.pub/text. (If you are available to help us transcribe, please email volunteer@intuitive.pub.)

Broadcast Room – April 11, 2020 – Recording segments for http://anchor.fm/Intuitive & http://Intuitive.pub/radio. Ping me and tell me what we should broadcast on the air. Breathe, release tension, and get your needs met in the best way you can. Tell everybody how they can help and support you. (Thank you.) 

(0) “System overload…” & piano flourishes from Gwynfyd (Home of the Heart); “Write or broadcast this: Wealthy people knew about covid-19…”; “We are a network of individuals who…”; New babies; Intuitive Public Intersections; and Survivors of Severity; https://www.facebook.com/megmorris23/videos/10156875087136078

(1) Audio samples from Gwynfyd (Home of the Heart) and music-making; https://www.facebook.com/megmorris23/videos/10156875228641078

(2) Audio samples from Gwynfyd (Home of the Heart) and music-making; Some Glitch Heaven; System Overload; Neurological Effect (What’s That?); Eisteddfodau; Max & Azine, Maritime; Waniya Locke & Morgan M. Page; Staying Home & Staying Healthy; Jim Gottstein, PsychRights, Eli Lilly, & The Zyprexa Papers; Questioning corporate gaslighting; https://www.facebook.com/megmorris23/videos/10156875282756078

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Broadcast Room – April 4, 2020

[Douglas Rushkoff is speaking with Helena Norberg-Hodge on the Team Human podcast. Max Morris has been listening to this and other audio while preparing food in the kitchen and organizing to get her needs met for the day. The supportive neurological impact is measurable and — though she can almost never do this — she picks up the guitar and plays something. And sings something! This is astonishing and delightful, as so many encounters with caring community can be. Thank you to Douglas Rushkoff, Helena Norberg-Hodge, and Team Human for the very real neurological repair (and morale boost).]

[Max sings with frayed, snapped, & yet functional guitar strings…]

Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals
Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals, Oooo
Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals, Oooo

This needs to be a cheerier song.

[Chord change — something like A minor changed to A major, amidst continuing intermittent dissonance.]

Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals
Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals, Oooo

[Max gets up to stop the podcast player. She stabs a finger toward the screen and says, “That… is really awesome.” She means the Team Human podcast and the wonderful people who appear in it. She sits down and starts playing (!) the guitar again. Tuneful dissonance. Max sings…]

Team Human is awe-some. (It is!)
Team Human is awesome. Awesome.
(…that’s a little better.)

Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals
Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals, -maceuticals, -maceuticals…

Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals…

[Max speaks while vamping guitar strings:]

Thank you to Douglas Rushkoff and Team Human, which you should search for if you use Medium.com or Twitter.com… or almost any podcast platform.

[http://twitter.com/@Rushkoff
http://twitter.com/@TeamHumanShow
https://medium.com/@Rushkoff
https://medium.com/Team-Human
https://patreon.com/TeamHuman
http://TeamHuman.FM]

[Guitar continues, and Max sings:]

Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you
Thank you, thank you, thank you
Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you
Neurons, I love you. Ooooo…

Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals
Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals
Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals, -maceuticals, -maceuticals, Oooo

Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals
They’ll give you healthy crisp
 and happy little vegetables
(… vegetables… vegetables…)

Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals
(No wonder you can’t finish the song…)
(… are we doing something wrong?…)

Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals
Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals
Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals, -maceuticals, -maceuticals

[Max turns off the camera.]

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“Wash off your pesticides with pharmaceuticals…”

Welcome, brave listeners, to this Intuitive Public Radio broadcast room recording. Stop by; say hi. Listen to what I’m listening to in ambient time-space. Thank you for joining us in this real-time radio resonance compartment. 

Catch recent live broadcasts by visiting & subscribing to t.me/s/MaxMoRadio and facebook.com/IntuitivePublicRadio/live. You can also find us at Intuitive.pub/TV. Contact me at Intuitive.social/hello/Max. 🌻🌿

Support the work of this Intuitive community by visiting Intuitive.community/donations. Thank you for listening!

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[singing with the layered echoes of the Internet A/V signal]

Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals
Wash off your pesticides
With pharmaceuticals, -maceuticals, -maceuticals

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Azine shared the following. Please find direct links to her posts at Intuitive.pub/text, at the top of the page:   Coming up…   Broadcast Room – April 4, 2020 Intuitive Public Radio

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Old Problems, Newfound Hopes.
AZINE STEENBERGEN·SATURDAY, APRIL 4, 2020
‘ Can anyone give me an example of a country’s government that isnt now more cruel than usual to refugees, to Indigenous peoples, to houseless people, to disabled people, to the very young& the very old, to the working class and the financially destitute?
  That isnt using this time to push laws and changes that otherwise its people would have opposed by the thousands? Like privacy breaches, authoritarian coups, attacks on rights of minorities, or killing people; by state gun violence, desk murderers, or simply lack of care (with fulfilling the basics like food aid and medical care) and defunding into death…
  If you cant find a single country without these fatal responses, then please consider that government is part of the problem.
  Have you noticed the increase in mutual aid, the human instinct of looking out for each other, and how phenomenal it is? How many lives have been saved by solidarity, in these times and in ages past?
  What if we just continued to live that way?
  I hope that then more problems will be solved, up until the moment we dissolve the kyriarchy, and then in the era beyond.
  Wouldnt that be wonderful?
  (Title because this has always been my stance, but I amidst the draconian rules and catastrophes, I am seeing more and more people with newfound hopes and vision for better world) ‘
🌿 https://www.facebook.com/notes/azine-steenbergen/old-problems-newfound-hopes/2775342802580428 🌿🌿
Images: https://www.facebook.com/azine.steenbergen/posts/2775341445913897 🌿

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By IndigenousAction.org, published on March 19, 2020; Rethinking the Apocalypse: An Indigenous Anti-Futurist Manifesto.

Aime Lilithe Graves published this on Telegram and it’s been traveling from channel to channel. Find these original messages at t.me/s/IntuitivePublicRadio/5365.

Please visit IndigenousAction.org to read their page and support their work. Excerpts…

Rethinking the Apocalypse: An Indigenous Anti-Futurist Manifesto
http://www.indigenousaction.org/rethinking-the-apocalypse-an-indigenous-anti-futurist-manifesto

Thank you for visiting IndigenousAction.org to read their full page and support the work they’re doing. You can follow more related links from our messages at t.me/s/IntuitivePublicRadio/5365 and Intuitive.pub/text for April 4, 2020. 

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I meant to read excerpts from the above link, but — as happens at times — the energy in my body said that reading it all out loud was the best way for me to absorb it effectively.

Often, I only get the first reading. I’m glad I read this.

Thank you Aime Lilithe for posting it.

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http://www.indigenousaction.org/about-2/
http://www.indigenousaction.org/shop/

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Broadcast Room – April 4, 2020Intuitive Public Radio

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Excerpts from March 26, 2020

Find this transcript at Intuitive.pub/text. Volunteer to help by emailiing volunteer@intuitive.pub. Listen to more on our 24/7 radiostream.

This is Max Morris with Intuitive Public Radio. I am broadcasting from unceded Haudenosaunee territory, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, and planet Earth, with respect and love for our indigenous peoples.

Send me links and notes to raise on the air by emailing public@intuitive.pub, send a note from our page at Intuitive.pub/broadcast, or record a voice message at anchor.fm/Intuitive/message.

Contact me privately by emailing max@intuitive.pub or visiting Intuitive.social/hello/Max.

Today is March 26 2020. These are our latest compiled links and excerpts, which you can find made of text you can click on by pointing your browser to http://Intuitive.pub/radio.

Find full transcripts at http://Intuitive.pub/text.

Please visit, explore, and support these efforts, communities, authors, and creators.

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Before we move on to the rest of our items, I want to call out for Theo Henderson, who produces We The Unhoused on Anchor FM and favorite podcast platforms everywhere like Spotify and Apple podcasts. In fact, would you please take a minute to help Theo out by favoriting and rating We The Unhoused on Apple podcasts? It will really help people find and benefit from it.

Theo recently rolled his ankle and has been in a lot of additional pain and suffering since. He produces an amazing and crucial program with We The Unhoused. We at IPR wish him fast healing, swift resources, and safety where he is on the West coast.

We’d like to ask you to support Mr. Henderson in producing We The Unhoused by sending donations to patreon.com/wetheunhoused and by sharing his links with everyone you know. Listen to all his episodes. And keep tuning in, because the story keeps coming on.

In Mr. Henderson’s words: May we meet again in the light of understanding.

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I may or may not have mentioned recently, I love the USDAC. The US department of arts and culture is not a government agency. From their who page:

‘ The U.S. Department of Arts and Culture is a people-powered department—a grassroots action network inciting creativity and social imagination to shape a culture of empathy, equity, and belonging. ‘
WHO WE ARE
https://usdac.us/about 

Here is a bit of the email they sent me last week…

‘ How do we connect, organize, and deepen community amidst the necessary public health practice of social distancing? How do we combat the spread of isolation, othering, and fear? How do we increase solidarity, mutuality, and community care at this time of social emergency, and use what we learn toward making systemic change?
  One way we can do this is by hosting space for community dialogue, reflection, and meaning-making, and movement-building online.
  The USDAC is partnering with the Poor People’s Campaign to host our sixth annual People’s State of the Union (PSOTU) from March 20th–April 20th. The core element of a PSOTU event is a Story Circle, a powerful and democratic mode of surfacing individual and collective wisdom.
  These events usually take place in person—in living rooms, theaters, community centers, classrooms. But because of the health risks associated with large public gatherings, especially for the most vulnerable folks in our communities, we are calling on our network to host all Story Circles online this year. ‘
 . . . ‘ Learn more about the People’s State of the Union: www.usdac.us/psotu
  Got questions about online Story Circles?: www.usdac.us/psotu2020-faqs
  SPONSORED BY
U.S. DEPARTMENT OF ARTS AND CULTURE ‘
Host an Online #PSOTU2020 Story Circle
https://actionnetwork.org/forms/host-an-online-psotu2020-story-circle

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My name is Max Morris.

I coordinate ongoing Internet radio programming to connect and support survivors of severity who have been cut off from any assistance or community. 

We are producing an international public health art and advocacy project called Intuitive Public Radio. 

I’m interested to create more multimedia, especially storytelling and sharing opportunities, to connect members of our communities who can’t usually connect. 

I am in Pittsburgh. I’d love to get to know others working on projects like these and offer any support I can. If you are listening to the sound of my voice or reading this text, contact me privately by emailing max@intuitive.pub or visiting Intuitive.social/hello/Max.

Like others in my network, I am severely disabled from experiences I survived before the coronavirus news started. This is another life-changing experience for all of us.

I’ve been documenting measurable recovery and functions I regain when I prioritize connecting collaboratively in caring community. Resonance, kindness, and shared meaning have wondrous health effects.

USDAC has been working to expand awareness and facilitation of story circles, an effort very close to our hearts at IPR.

Intuitive Public Radio has sought to provide story circle context and opportunities to survivors who are not able to join real-time story circles, and may not have a local community they can safely connect with. 

We have also sought to connect many other kinds of communities with the survivors who are members of our community, since many do not know these survivors even exist.

Many of our members have been very sick or severely disabled for years or decades, isolated long-term, cut off from their localities and in-person events, and cut off from online real-time events, too, by their health conditions and extreme circumstances.

Recent events concerning coronavirus have affected them in profound and still too often invisible ways.

If you know of any person or group compiling story circle resources for individuals who are not able to join real-time events or real time Internet meetings, I would love to know about it. We have been working passionately on this for a long time, with hope that we will meet more people already working on it (or wanting to work on it).

If you are listening to our programming and would like to support us, visit Intuitive.community/donations for some ideas how.

You can find our transcripts at Intuitive.pub/text.

Thank you for tuning in!

Blessings,

Max Mo

(That… is me.)

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Kazimir DeWolfe
March 17 at 3:22 PM ·
Submissions needed for Quaranzine!
  We are looking for artwork and short written submissions about emerging/emergency issues and experiences during the coronavirus pandemic.
  We will be prioritizing submissions from members of marginalized communities who are at greater risk during the coronavirus pandemic and this period of social distancing. (such as homeless individuals, sex workers, LGBTQIA+, disabled folks, folks with chronic illness, mad/neurodivergent/psychiatrically disabled, BIPOC, people who use drugs, prisoners or former prisoners, immigrants, elders/old people…)
  Let us know if you wish to be anonymous.
  Themes and issues we would like to include (other issues welcome!):
• Mutual aid networks during social distancing
Experiences of high risk individuals
  • What the pandemic reveals about various societal structures (capitalism, the state, the healthcare system…)
  • Disability justice during the pandemic
  • Prison abolition
  • Abolition of ICE and concentration camps
  • Racism and xenophobia during the pandemic
  Email submissions to quaranzine.covid@gmail.com by March 30. (shooting for a quick turn-around on this) ‘https://www.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=10102380508528759&id=13807556

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Here is a special set of headlines from secretly superheroic Intuitive community fermentation…

How to access states of creative healing, rebuild neurological function, and be most kind, patient, and resilient (no matter what).

How to cope when people you care about are dying.

How to diffuse conflict and care for others in challenging community situations.

How to most bravely care for your friends and colleagues when the worst is happening.

How to build strong communities when strong communities are needed most.

How to turn our suffering to strength.

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When in a coronavirus pandemic, you want each person to be able to express their needs and ask for help.

Is this correct?

If they can’t and are more affected as a result, they can also be a greater transmission vector in their communities.

Is this correct?

If people in our communities have survived extreme circumstances that made it more physically dangerous to ask for help than to stay quiet… are we going to make sure they’re legitimately most safe to ask for help?

Or are we going to wait for their circumstances to deteriorate, then punish them for not behaving predictably in the way we prefer?

People who are homeless; people who are in poverty; people with disabilities for which they have been unable to receive sufficient support; people at intersections of severe marginalization.

What should they do if their experiences have shown them that asking for help will result in more harm?

When you say to your community, “What do you need?”… do you want to receive true answers?

Asking for a friend.

https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=10156811128956078&id=500321077.

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A plea.
AZINE STEENBERGEN
SUNDAY, MARCH 22, 2020
‘ Can people please help me?
I have posted this very often before but here it goes again:
  I have been sick for almost 11 years. There are certain symptoms that mark end stage lyme disease. I have had them for a while. I dont know how long I will still live. I have surpassed the odds and my own predictions. But barring a miracle from God, this will of course not continue.
  I have dreams that are my sole reason to live. These dreams are only possible to be achieved through collaboration, and most likely finding financial donors larger than any on my friendslist. These dreams arent solely for my on happiness, they are for the good of the world, like opening centers, or as Meg Morris (Max) calls them, medicinal BnBs, places where multimarginalized people can live and find some healing.
  Now due to the entire current pandemic, more people seem to want to help each other than ever.
  So I am asking, can it finally be made a reality?
  My other dream is I want to get married, and see the love of my life every day.
  I dont want to die without seeing them.
  Its why I held on through unimaginable difficulties.
  I have dreamt of someone like them my entire life and never thought it was possible, but now I know it is.
  Travel, which was already difficult due to accessibility and funding problems, seems even more of a problem now.
  It is beyond bearing on top of everything else I have to deal with.
  So much of my life has been spend in various forms of isolation, because of getting sick, and before then being the only neurodivergent person I knew and not being accepted.
  I just dont want to die in isolation, not having fulfilled my life’s mission.
  This is not just a rant, or a request for funding. This is a plea, to come together to create a travel plan that will be acted upon as soon as it is at all possible to act, and to find all needed resources beyond just funding, to start creating centers; where I am now, where my friends are now, and where I am going. ‘https://www.facebook.com/notes/azine-steenbergen/a-plea/2747018628746179 

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Recent listened episodes from all over by folks in IPR East…

We The Unhoused
https://anchor.fm/WeTheUnhoused
https://patreon.com/WeTheUnhoused
Episode 14: Sheroes In the Fight For Housing – We The Unhoused
https://pca.st/3lvvizne
  Episode 15: Extraordinary Women – We The Unhoused
https://pca.st/9ryzt43r
  We the unhoused episode 15 promo – YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EFTB3qAV80Y 

What is Political Bypass? – Charles Eisenstein Podcast
https://charleseisenstein.org/podcasts/charles-eisenstein-daily-the-podcast
https://pca.st/cuos0k8o 

Scott Simpson’s interview with Jim Gottstein: The Zyprexa Papers – How Big Pharma hid the harm its medication was causing people – Medical Error Interviews
https://remediescounseling.com
https://pca.st/x54blbf4 

Episode 7: It’s the Water – Outsiders
https://www.knkx.org/programs/outsiders
https://pca.st/vpecvt8s 

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I would like to invite you to browse our updated Telegram channel directory, which is now a lot more like browsing a website than it ever has been before. https://Intuitive.community/Telegram/view 

This contains huge archives of survivor-led initiatives and knowledgebase content our members have compiled with their lives on the line. We are building a good community library for you. Please visit us and make gentle friends with those you meet along the way.

  1. My wondrous appreciation for everyone in Telegram messenger development. Thank you for creating something so beautifully usable for me and mine. I couldn’t find anything else that worked, then this. You are superheroes.

(Web link: https://intuitive.community/sharing/2020/03/19/invitation/

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Thank you to everyone for supporting one another and even being brave on behalf of one another at this astonishing time. Visit Intuitive.pub/radio and Intuitive.pub/text for links we’ve mentioned and collected. 

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http://intuitive.pub/text
http://intuitive.pub/radio/stream
http://intuitive.community/donations 

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Excerpts from March 26, 2020 – Intuitive Public Radio
https://anchor.fm/intuitive/episodes/Excerpts-from-March-26–2020-ec0rka/a-a1pkdm1

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